wednesday has always been my favourite day of the week.

cause it's sculpture day (:

though tiring and dirty. but it's my major course and i love it.

last week of term 1 before the 2 weeks study break starts.

yet, i finish none of the subjects' homework. none. ):

the only days im really concentrating in classes were tuesdays and wednesdays.

drawing classes on monday was a waste of time for me. cause it's always charcoal drawing.

supposed to have 4 pieces of charcoal at the end of week 7. but because we were too slow. we only did 3 pieces. and guess what. i only completed 1.

and i think it sucks.

digital media on tuesday. macromedia flash. i dont really like computer stuffs but still, i try to do me best. and i think im coping well with it.

having the flash presentation on next monday for the whole year2 fine arts students.

presenting my.. childish project.. to almost 60 students.

wed sculpture. the final project sculpture was supposed to be handed in today but we only started today.

slow, just too slow.

at least i finish im the first to show my teacher my sketches.

and i already finish my mock-up piece at home.

started on the actual thing today. my other classmates, 1 didnt come today. 1 came for the 2nd lesson only and he's still doing the previous 3d model thing. another 3 did the mock up today.

i wonder how are we able to do well if we continue being like this? late submission for all the projects.

and i need to find more time to practice on sculpturing too.

thursday art history lesson. need a change of teacher. cause he's like talking nonsense. not that i dont understand what's he is saying, but the examples he used is just so dumb. he just keep laughing AT himself. having quiz tml and i havent study anything yet. think im just gonna fail this quiz..

friday, another drawing lesson. using pencil is ok, until the teacher wanted us to use charcoal again! argh, i hate it. this is the only lesson we on track, and last week's lesson was self-protrait in distortion. we brought spoons, kettle and stuffs for the distorted reflections.

best lesson so far during fridays.

hmm, another art history lesson but it's called investigating issues in art. also known as art theory. essays and essays. this week's lesson will be postpone to tml. and we'll have to hand in a 500-800 words abstract essay (1st draft) to her. i only did 1 paragragh of 130 words.

i think i dont need to sleep tonight.

and new york trip. i didnt mention. i was chosen to go for the new york study trip during november and december for around 2 weeks. the money problem. even though my father agree to sponsor me. but still, he'll have to pay for a few thousand for this trip. and it'll be winter during that time.. have to buy winter clothes.. everybody's troubled about the money problem..

and there's irritating classmates, schoolmates.

i dont wish to talk about them.

more outside projects coming in this year.

the energy school thing

and the world toilet organization.

we have to paint on new toilet bowl covers.

and yes, we took them home today..

that's school. at home..

the maid's the problem.

i admit having her is so much easier for us.

she makes breakfast, lunch and dinner (if im eating at home) for me everyday.

she folds my bed every morning.

she gives me morning calls everyday. (the days when i have morning lessons)

she keeps the house cleans (there's not much dust around anymore)

she cuts orange for me to eat almost everyday, whenever i request.

but..

she doesnt ask if i wanna eat bread for breakfast anot. sometimes i only wanna have a cup of hot milo cause im meeting yk for breakfast, but she made the bread already. i know i can eat breakfast again after that but to me, bread is enough for me to last till lunch already!

she doesnt greet us good morning or good night, not even to my parents. maybe she did say good night.. she's too soft.

she touches my artworks. i hate people touching my things especially my artworks! nvm, she almost destroy them! cause it's ink painting and rice paper is so soft, she just squeeze them beside my piano? squashed by my A2 file!!

she lies! once there's leftovers, around 1/4 of the veges with prawns and she ate them all. there's like 6 prawns left!! me and my family only ate like, 3 to 4 prawns each during dinner. and she just finished the leftovers. nvm. when my mother ask where are the leftovers, SHE SAID I FINISHED IT!! fuck

she locked the door once when she went to sleep and im still doing my homework in the living room. it was around 2.30am i was so tired and i couldnt get into my own room! i was so angry i bang on the door and woke her up and scolded her immediately. but she said she didnt lock the door. who else did? ghost? -.-

worse of all, she threw away the clay which i brought home. i was planning to do my own sculpture but she threw it away. and the clay was from school i have to return it to school.

ok, enough of complaints

a surprise for someone special tml :D

i love you,

(: